The Day I Left Apart
01 RISING
I’m not your own fucking doll
Your reign of hate is finally done
I’ll never forgive your disgrace
I’ll run away searching for grace
You tell me rudly I’m a mess
Don’t mind if you take
My heart to smash
I will find you
You can’t find me
(You can’t stop me again)
I’m not your own fucking doll
Your reign of hate is finally done
I’ll never forgive your disgrace
I’ll run away searching for grace
When you fell, I never laughed
You pull the trigger just for fun
I will find you
You can’t find me
(You can’t stop me again)
(You can’t stop me again)
I’m not your own fucking doll
Your reign of hate is finally done
I’ll never forgive your disgrace
I’ll run away…
(Feel the grass that’s growing under your feet)
Like a bird in a cage
That looks at the sun
I raise up and sing
My freedom
I’m not your own fucking doll
Your reign of hate is finally done
I’ll never forgive your disgrace
I’ll run away searching for grace
I’m not your own fucking doll
Your reign of hate is finally done
I’ll never forgive your disgrace
I’ll run away searching for grace
02 TRACES
Remembrance of those moments haunts me
That pain seizes me
But nothing will ever stop
That pain a small price to pay
Your taste is so good
I will be your strongest memory
Running so fast
Running so fast
Spreading traces of a crime
Running so fast
Adrenaline dulls my mind
I swear it’s the last time
(I) always choose without a scheme
I watch over and then just say
A word, a look, a smile
And they’re already in my trap
Your taste is so good
I will be your strongest memory
Running so fast
Spreading traces of a crime
Running so fast
Adrenaline dulls my mind
I swear it’s the last time
Your pain is so real
Because it’s so sexy for me
(Its sweet taste dulls my mind)
Because it’s so sexy for me
Running so fast
Spreading traces of a crime
Running so fast
Adrenaline dulls my mind
I swear it’s the last time
Running so fast
You don’t know what it means
I swear it’s the last time
I feel alive only when I will
Bathe deep in your blood
I swear it’s the last time
03 DRIED BLOOD
Fell the taste, lose the toss
Rub the salt into your plague
Like cold metal into flesh
So your disgust
Nails me
A gentle breeze
Zephyr is blowin’ on me
Confuses my mind
Confuses my life
Like Ilion’s ground
The stench of fears and blood
Confuses my mind
It’s coming my demise
The sweet taste of dried blood
I am the cross I bear
(I) bite the pain
Bloodstained flower/Feels the crime
I’m growing shadows inside
I’m dying and lost/Between pains I’ll stand up
The sweet sour/Losin’ me/Confuse all my life
Shadows inside/Of dried blood
Feel the pain
A gentle breeze
Zephyr is blowin’ on me
Confuses my mind
Confuses my life
Like Ilion’s ground
The stench of fears and blood
Confuses my mind
It’s coming my demise
The sweet taste of dried blood
I am the cross I bear
I bite the pain
Bloodstained flower/Sleight of hand
I’m falling in my downside/I’m dying and lost
I’m seething, you must run
The sweet sour/Losin’ me/Confuse all my life
Shadows inside/Of dried blood
Confuse my mind
(I)bite the pain/The sweet sour
Feels the crime
Growing slowly downside/of dried blood
I’m seething, you must run/ Bloodstained flower
Losin’ me/Confuse all my life
I’ve shadows inside/of crime
The stench of tears and blood
04 TOTAL RECALL
Shining bright with sin
You destroy me for your lust
I’m your enemy, pray me
Like I was your God
I’m hoping to be the first to wish
You the worst let me be your curse
(I) standing up here in front of you
What I see is something much to deep
My heart will turn black as night
And swallow all the light
I've seen your eyes pray’n me
For pity and mercy
But your death is nearby
Remember
I’m hoping to be the first to wish
You the worst let me be your curse
I’m the weapon you hold
The way you pulling me
You’re worse than gravity
You weigh me down
I’m praying that you don’t survive
(I) standing up here in front of you
What I see is something much to deep
My heart will turn black as night
And swallow all the light
I’m the weapon you hold
The way you pulling me
You’re worse than gravity
You weigh me down
(I) standing up here in front of you
What I see is something much to deep
My heart will turn black as night
And swallow all the light
And swallow all the life
05 YOUR EYES AND MY FEAR
Forever love is nothing
For what has never been
And will never be
Regret seeking peace
Scars and blood
Every trace of a fight
Are impressed on my skin
They tell who I am( Who I am)
I remember you in that dusty field
I remember your eyes and my fear
Maybe it was a mistake I can‘t fix
Maybe it was the only thing to do
Wherever my heart is aching
For what has never been
And will never be
Regret seeking peace
Black stars glowing far
In the night of the soul
Are impressed on my skin
They tell who I am (Who I am)
I remember you in that dusty field
I remember your eyes and my fear
Maybe it was a mistake I can‘t fix
Maybe it was the only thing to do
I'm seeking peace
through your skin
I'm finding peace
cut down your skin
Your eyes like a dead star
Your eyes become a dead star
Your eyes bring me on a dead star
Dead star
I remember you in that dusty field
I remember your eyes and my fear
Maybe it was a mistake I can‘t fix
Maybe it was the only thing to do
I’m not your own fucking doll
Your reign of hate is finally done
I’ll never forgive your disgrace
I’ll run away searching for grace
You tell me rudly I’m a mess
Don’t mind if you take
My heart to smash
I will find you
You can’t find me
(You can’t stop me again)
I’m not your own fucking doll
Your reign of hate is finally done
I’ll never forgive your disgrace
I’ll run away searching for grace
When you fell, I never laughed
You pull the trigger just for fun
I will find you
You can’t find me
(You can’t stop me again)
(You can’t stop me again)
I’m not your own fucking doll
Your reign of hate is finally done
I’ll never forgive your disgrace
I’ll run away…
(Feel the grass that’s growing under your feet)
Like a bird in a cage
That looks at the sun
I raise up and sing
My freedom
I’m not your own fucking doll
Your reign of hate is finally done
I’ll never forgive your disgrace
I’ll run away searching for grace
I’m not your own fucking doll
Your reign of hate is finally done
I’ll never forgive your disgrace
I’ll run away searching for grace
02 TRACES
Remembrance of those moments haunts me
That pain seizes me
But nothing will ever stop
That pain a small price to pay
Your taste is so good
I will be your strongest memory
Running so fast
Running so fast
Spreading traces of a crime
Running so fast
Adrenaline dulls my mind
I swear it’s the last time
(I) always choose without a scheme
I watch over and then just say
A word, a look, a smile
And they’re already in my trap
Your taste is so good
I will be your strongest memory
Running so fast
Spreading traces of a crime
Running so fast
Adrenaline dulls my mind
I swear it’s the last time
Your pain is so real
Because it’s so sexy for me
(Its sweet taste dulls my mind)
Because it’s so sexy for me
Running so fast
Spreading traces of a crime
Running so fast
Adrenaline dulls my mind
I swear it’s the last time
Running so fast
You don’t know what it means
I swear it’s the last time
I feel alive only when I will
Bathe deep in your blood
I swear it’s the last time
03 DRIED BLOOD
Fell the taste, lose the toss
Rub the salt into your plague
Like cold metal into flesh
So your disgust
Nails me
A gentle breeze
Zephyr is blowin’ on me
Confuses my mind
Confuses my life
Like Ilion’s ground
The stench of fears and blood
Confuses my mind
It’s coming my demise
The sweet taste of dried blood
I am the cross I bear
(I) bite the pain
Bloodstained flower/Feels the crime
I’m growing shadows inside
I’m dying and lost/Between pains I’ll stand up
The sweet sour/Losin’ me/Confuse all my life
Shadows inside/Of dried blood
Feel the pain
A gentle breeze
Zephyr is blowin’ on me
Confuses my mind
Confuses my life
Like Ilion’s ground
The stench of fears and blood
Confuses my mind
It’s coming my demise
The sweet taste of dried blood
I am the cross I bear
I bite the pain
Bloodstained flower/Sleight of hand
I’m falling in my downside/I’m dying and lost
I’m seething, you must run
The sweet sour/Losin’ me/Confuse all my life
Shadows inside/Of dried blood
Confuse my mind
(I)bite the pain/The sweet sour
Feels the crime
Growing slowly downside/of dried blood
I’m seething, you must run/ Bloodstained flower
Losin’ me/Confuse all my life
I’ve shadows inside/of crime
The stench of tears and blood
04 TOTAL RECALL
Shining bright with sin
You destroy me for your lust
I’m your enemy, pray me
Like I was your God
I’m hoping to be the first to wish
You the worst let me be your curse
(I) standing up here in front of you
What I see is something much to deep
My heart will turn black as night
And swallow all the light
I've seen your eyes pray’n me
For pity and mercy
But your death is nearby
Remember
I’m hoping to be the first to wish
You the worst let me be your curse
I’m the weapon you hold
The way you pulling me
You’re worse than gravity
You weigh me down
I’m praying that you don’t survive
(I) standing up here in front of you
What I see is something much to deep
My heart will turn black as night
And swallow all the light
I’m the weapon you hold
The way you pulling me
You’re worse than gravity
You weigh me down
(I) standing up here in front of you
What I see is something much to deep
My heart will turn black as night
And swallow all the light
And swallow all the life
05 YOUR EYES AND MY FEAR
Forever love is nothing
For what has never been
And will never be
Regret seeking peace
Scars and blood
Every trace of a fight
Are impressed on my skin
They tell who I am( Who I am)
I remember you in that dusty field
I remember your eyes and my fear
Maybe it was a mistake I can‘t fix
Maybe it was the only thing to do
Wherever my heart is aching
For what has never been
And will never be
Regret seeking peace
Black stars glowing far
In the night of the soul
Are impressed on my skin
They tell who I am (Who I am)
I remember you in that dusty field
I remember your eyes and my fear
Maybe it was a mistake I can‘t fix
Maybe it was the only thing to do
I'm seeking peace
through your skin
I'm finding peace
cut down your skin
Your eyes like a dead star
Your eyes become a dead star
Your eyes bring me on a dead star
Dead star
I remember you in that dusty field
I remember your eyes and my fear
Maybe it was a mistake I can‘t fix
Maybe it was the only thing to do
The booklet not only seems like a real book, It is. And it has to be read all in one, from one lyric to the next. They will tell you ten stories , in which two main characters meet eight other companions. The numbers which distinguish the lyrics or chapters, do not correspond with the songs on the cd, they read between themselves to you the stories they tell. The lyrics will become downloadable from the bands website. The booklet and the reproduction are as loyal as possible to a medieval script every chapter distinctly form a miniature capital letter which reassumes in itself a whole story told. The lyrics are below.
Arcadia
Needles
Spiral
Seven Times to Forget
My writings of Hope
An Icy Embrace
Metamorphosis
Onirica
Lucretia
Four Seasons
